The toughest road she knows does not have alcoholism on it. Or denial. Or mental illness.
There is poverty And a lack of audiences. And being sick on the road, and tired, and arriving in tiny bars with no audience or payments. It contained the knowledge and probability of accidents. It contained heart attacks and death (but ignored the possibility of suicides)
It included having a love that died young, or of alcohol or of a drug overdose, but it was all quickly and beautifully and dramatically done. A Playboy-Clean version of passion, not Penthouse messy.
It included love, and losing love, and groupies and competition-both real and imagined. It included being in the shadows. It included luggin all the equipment both in and out. It included lots of tears.
It included everything that was in all the Hollywood movies and some of what was included in the music. Little did she know that the lyrics and notes would turn and twist like the road before them. Just when she thought she understood a song, or had internalized it and sung it a million times, a trapdoor would open and she'd be floating in space, the rug pulled out from under her (or whatever that quote is from PT's song)
She had no idea what she would actually be facing, how terrifying it was. How much there was no controlling it. And even though he had seen everything by age 42, there were STILL surprises in store for him. The toughest road he knew was not even a beginning.
Someday Soon- Judy Collins
There is poverty And a lack of audiences. And being sick on the road, and tired, and arriving in tiny bars with no audience or payments. It contained the knowledge and probability of accidents. It contained heart attacks and death (but ignored the possibility of suicides)
It included having a love that died young, or of alcohol or of a drug overdose, but it was all quickly and beautifully and dramatically done. A Playboy-Clean version of passion, not Penthouse messy.
It included love, and losing love, and groupies and competition-both real and imagined. It included being in the shadows. It included luggin all the equipment both in and out. It included lots of tears.
It included everything that was in all the Hollywood movies and some of what was included in the music. Little did she know that the lyrics and notes would turn and twist like the road before them. Just when she thought she understood a song, or had internalized it and sung it a million times, a trapdoor would open and she'd be floating in space, the rug pulled out from under her (or whatever that quote is from PT's song)
She had no idea what she would actually be facing, how terrifying it was. How much there was no controlling it. And even though he had seen everything by age 42, there were STILL surprises in store for him. The toughest road he knew was not even a beginning.
Someday Soon- Judy Collins
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